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Sigh, didn’t sleep well this morning. My roommates are so into gambling, play pokers almost everyday, i don’t know what so fun about it. They played at kitchen, which is few inches away from my window, so I hear everything of their laugher and shouter. The most frustrating thing is, i can’t go grab my drinks and foods in kitchen, because they blocked all my way…Grrrrr…!!! Sometimes they played until 7am… omg, get a life people!

Hmm..going to NYC day after tomorrow, apply Canada visa. There’s canadian embassy in Boston, but they don’t process ANY visas. I wonder what’s the point she exist in boston. WAhh…how come I sounds like an angry kid. Hmm…maybe didn’t sleep well lo…woke up this morning 8.30am, was gonna have my piano trio rehearsal, but no one show up in the end. Shit, chesopso jinjya. after that went for commencement(convocation) meeting at 11am…eat at 12pm..work from 1pm~3pm…gigs from 7pm~9.30pm. :(:(:(:( …but :D, i can sleep from 3pm~6pm..KEkekekeke…

Tomorrow i’ll get $300 for my gigs..~~ YAAAAAHoooo!! but wait.., i just repaired my bow for $200. $100… to pay for my accompanist.  T_T, life is crazy~~~Need to work ass off for living. Although i’m poor, but i’m really happy and satisfied about what I had. Again, this is blessing from god that money couldn’t buy. Thank god, I love you..Muak..:D:D

Working in library saturday is awesome!! Supervisors are not here, so no one command me to do this and that….but it’s boring when boring….hmm…what am I talking about.

I think I addicted to blog…

Finally i could sleep as long as I want, this is the blessest thing from god, so important to sleep well, ho, yea..right! The first wonderful thing to see after waking up, is the text message waiting in cell phone, sent by someone you love, and he/she tells you, good morning, muck, have a good day ~~~~~~~~~~~ WAHHHHhhh… isn’t it  GREAT?? maybe just for me..hahaha..i’m satisfied so easily..that make life better and brighter.

After 6 hours binding in library, went for a walk in Prudential (shopping mall 0oo, not insurance company). Cheap brand cheap but sucks, branded stuff nice but exp….sucks.  Everytime when I struggle for some beautiful clothes, i’ll think of how my parents invest theirs…will feel guilthy and stop thinking to buy them.. hmm..this is really good trick to control myself.

Last week’s spring break, I went to Woobury outlet in upstate NY with my friends. When I walked in to Coach, saw many nice wallet. This flashes me back few years ago during mother’s day in NYC, my host family’s kid was buying a Coach wallet for their mom. at that time I was like, wah, when my mom would have chance to use this nice wallet…Although, it’s not as good as LV or  Gucci…but it’s nicer than a night market wallet. So I decided to use my saving last week to buy my mom this wallet. Hopefully she’ll use it la, she almost 60 and still carrying that old wallet. Haiz, wish i’m independent, so that I can buy stuff for them, and bring my mom to Japan. She never been there, but I went there like numerous time…it’s my dream to bring my mom to Japan…my dad ar, i don’t know what he want, maybe bring him to church first…kekekek…

Friday night, as usual, hide in my room, listen to music, dreaming..

Ohhh…9.40pm already…time for dinner…1 hour 20 minutes left to call someone..haha..

1.09 am, listening to Yanzi’s new album, my mind is very quiet and relax….now waiting for some phone call…hmmphh….a bit sleepy tim…

Me and Lin Chen went grocery shopping yesterday night after i finished my work in library. During the walk, both of us felt so hungry suddenly and we decided to cook at home. Bought a bottle of coke (2 litres), 13 Chicken thighs…guess what, i’m gonna cook ‘coke chicken’. It sounds gross but actually taste damn nice. Very easy to cook, just pour three quarter of coke to the chicken, add soy sauce, chicken MSG, "Ba Jiao", then cook for 1 hour. it smells like ‘cha ye dan"(herbs egg) in the end. You should try at home. Recipe is simple, no skill needed..haha..perfect for your crazy schedule and low cost living.

Thinking of going to Vancouver soon, to meet someone special. Felt like a dream today, i’m not sure if i’m this lucky..haha.. hopefully it’s real, not a fantasy. Hmm..fantasy is good too, it warms my heart a little. I’ll pray and wish for it.

So hungry, sigh, 3 more hours to finish my job. What to eat ler…i’m so sick of my own cooking…maybe it’s time to find new recipe for my life. Since when i’m so into cooking, it release my pressure and i really enjoy cooking, espcially cook for others. I should be a chef, not a cellist..T_T

been breaks for 2 weeks, didn’t touch my cello, because i don’t wanna be slave of it. but hey kett chuan, it’s time to practice tomorrow..T_T…This summer is wonderful. Maybe i’ll go Asian Youth Orchestra again, so that I’ll have chance to meet old people and new people..and more importantly, I have someone I really wanna see and be with. So, Hopefully AYO will leave a spot for me..keke

OK…gotta get back to work lo..~~ bored….

First blog finally for years…now working in library, kind of quiet, not much to do, so just waiting to go home. 4 years hanging around in Boston, so fast…graduating in 1 month. Felt kind of amazing how I survived by living here, everything so awfully expensive. Well, just the rent already cost me $610 per month…crazy boston.

4 years in USA, still couldn’t express well in English..sigh..what to do.  Few weeks ago, ABC Matt told me i’m such a social butterfly…WAhahaha…so funny…maybe gua, I hate social, but i think i did a good job anyways, cos i always laugh and bullshitting around the schools..kakaka…

Finally I win a position for a music festival here, full scholarship…SHUANG! Thank god, at least it proved me that I’m still worthy to become a cellist, haha,,i’m such a negative kid~~well…this cruel world make me this way…err..this festival, National Orchestral Institute(20 years old)(can search in google if like to know more….GO SEARCH NOW!) is a one month intensive orchestra training program held in University of Maryland, taught by many great great orchestra players around the states..

Being an orchestra player is always my dream…umm…not really my dream, it’s the only thing I can really do realisticly now…before, I dreamed to become a soloist…recitalist…or someone special who represent Malaysia…now i realized it’s not my destiny…haha…at least I dare to dream. First day i got to school, my professor told me, no one in this school will become a soloist. Well..that’s so true, soloist is such an impossible job to be nowadays…unless you’re a superior child prodigy who born to be a soloist…

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Ohhhmg…my parents are coming next month to visit me, attending my convocation…actually they’re more excited about going to Niagra Fall…T_T… Still..i’m kind of nervous, because i’ll be a tour guide. SHIT!! I haven’t do anything to my driving license here…~~~thanks for reminding myself ya..sigh…gotta spend few hundred for this again …T_T…give me $$$!!!

Hmm…this blog so random…hopefully my next one will be more organized…hehe..God bless ya all!