Quiet and numbed.
I really enjoy the feeling of quiet and numb. It made me focus more on whatever I do, especially playing the cello. Recently i’m trying to ignore people, it’s such troublesome to make everyone happy. At least ignoring doesn’t hurt people. Hmm…i’m tired of social life, although I used to be a social butterfly…kekeke
My life has changed a lot these few weeks. New thoughts, new ideas, new challenges. Last week, a very famous cellist - Aldo Parisot (86 y/o) came to my school and conduct a masterclass. I am fortunate enough to witness this event. He is so creative and straight forward, you could cry if you’re not strong enough to accept his words… which I think is very good for American schools. cos most of the people here are so used to good words; "hey, sounds good", "good job", "fantastic", they never really have chance to hear the truth. (don’t you know the truth set you free..?) My teacher told me years ago, a cellist played something too nervously in a master class, Parisot asked him to go practice and then move on to the next person…awesome man~ This is the best class of the year.
School’s ending in less than a month. I don’t know how I spent this 4 years, it passes by so quickly. will turn 24 in few weeks, omg, so old..hmm…and my cello still sucks… >_<…
9pm now, 2 more hours to go in library..
April 11th, 2007 at 6:38 pm
Change is good~ Most of the changes r good.. ^-^ We do change a lot these few yrs, so as Cecilia so as me. But u do know wat will not change. Hee ^0^ FRENSHIP FOREVER!
P.S.: Don’t ignore me hoh~