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I saw an angel fallen to my roof, it was around 4am on Tuesday. And he gave me a message, "everything is going to be okay, you’ll be fine, so do not worry."

"His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow." Matthew 28:3

I was half awake that morning, and i saw angels fallen onto me.

The next day, i got a call from one of my church member. And she agrees to help out my living expenses for half a year. All these years, i’ve been walking in USA with faith. Thank god for keeping me going. And thanks to you too, my lady.

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body,what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add single hour to his life?" Matthew 6:25-27

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

These verses are what kept me going in my impossible study life in Boston.

Winter vacation tour from Florida West Palm Beach -> Miami -> Key West -> New York City -> Washington DC -> Virginia -> Boston. 3 weeks of intensive tour. 9 hours bus ride from DC to Boston tomorrow night.

I’ve been through a very difficult and insane 2007. Unexpected expectation best describes everything happened the whole year. The boiling point started September, different cases and issues strike my patience, my emotion, my faith, my tolerant, my limit of forgiveness, my anger, my powerless…..

We all have been tested to fulfill god’s plan - faith and patience. I need a hand for my powerless and justiceless, I need you to pull up from my struggle and hopeless..

Jan 13th 2008…am I walking to the right path, father? Please give me strength and bravery, please help me.

Why did I travel so intensively? can you tell? you fuck head.